原來，我比想像中的脆弱.
我比我想像中的笨。

If I just cry and give up.... Can I really do that?
Monday's paper... I'm not even studying. I'm clueless as shit.
I studied so hard, yet this is like the most unprepared exams. What is life.
I don't wanna do this shit anymore.

Need to learn how to maintain.
I mean I.....
Okay.
There's always regrets.

This is far most unprepared exam that I'm gonna have.
I remembered those times when I said I'm unprepared? All those are bullshit.
This time, I'm really am. My mind is literally blank. Like blank. I can't remember any single shit when I read the questions.
Why oh why.
I even got the heck whatever attitude. I'm just gonna fail.
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If only I could scream and shout and cry, will I be normal again?
Maybe I just need to break down just once, I'll be fine again. I'll find the strength to study again.

Can I dream of the same dream again?
Can I dream of you again?
In dreams, I was always closer to you and you're always treating me like super good.
Like sending me home and all. Ha ha.
Dreams will always be dreams.
But at least it happen in dreams, I'm content. ☺️

On days like these, I miss you.
But on days like these too, I know my stand.

I guess, I really like to blog about time spend with YOLO clique. Cause it's just.... Really special? And maybe it's because we don't really take photos when we go out, and I treasure every memories, so I thought that I would love to blog it down.
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How can I be an accountant when I can't even do the simplest IS and S of FP!

I've broke down twice, FREAKING TWICE for this mod. Wtf man, seriously.
And I dare to say I major in accounting & finance. Who am I to kid.

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I feel so down.
I can't bring myself to study, yet I blame myself for not studying. What's wrong with me. The subconscious stress that's within me, I'm afraid of it. I feel so breathless.
I feel so.. Lacking of time? I want more time. But I don't make use of my time well.
God what's wrong with me.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IM STRESS FOR.
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